Ray

My hairs have gotten long

2005-07-05T16:49:32Z

I've been letting it grow for a while and it's starting to get there...

That's about as short as it always used to be.

But now it's starting to get long :)

fudan @ 2005-07-05T00:05:00

2005-07-05T04:10:16Z

The boys before the parade.

Me and my pops, bitches.

Hope everyone else had a nice 4th of July, I know I did :)

fudan @ 2005-06-23T00:04:00

2005-06-23T04:04:22Z

Goddamnit man! The shit I get for trying to be nice...

fudan @ 2005-06-16T22:30:00

2005-06-17T02:31:39Z

It's almost been a year since I've posted here, and I'm sure no one checks it anymore but hey. Life has been goin pretty well lately, it was rough there for a bit but it's starting to smooth back out.

I'm gonna go sleep!

fudan @ 2004-07-01T10:34:00

2004-07-01T14:35:32Z

It's my birthday...big ol' 17...and I'm not doing anything. No ones coming over. My mom and little sister are in Vermont. My dad's working till later...and when he's done working, we're both going to the fire house to clean trucks for the parade. Woohoo.

fudan @ 2004-06-10T12:08:00

2004-06-10T16:08:35Z

R	Rounded
A	Appealing
Y	Yummy

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Sorry I haven't updated in here in a while, I write in my xanga much more now.
http://www.xanga.com/private/home.aspx?user=Fudan

fudan @ 2004-05-01T23:58:00

2004-05-02T03:58:18Z

glad you've all got your own little suport structure

fudan @ 2004-04-13T15:26:00

2004-04-13T19:26:54Z

Sum up your opinion or impression of me in one word, leave it as a comment in this posting, and then post this sentence in your own journal.

fudan @ 2004-04-12T18:30:00

2004-04-12T22:36:33Z

sorry, stuff being fucking retarded, so if you want a pic of me without braces just IM me. Fudan28.

fudan @ 2004-04-11T23:33:00

2004-04-12T03:33:42Z

the braces come off tomorrow. just wanted to give all you ladies fair warning that i'll be an even sexier beast when they're off. you can try and prepare yourselves for the massive sexiness but it will do no good.

*COUGHbullshitCOUGH*

fudan @ 2004-04-09T01:17:00

2004-04-09T05:18:15Z

don't know what to say. sorry. am i the only one left? gotta be someone else out there. eh?

fudan @ 2004-04-01T14:49:00

2004-04-01T19:53:22Z

Ya know what would've made today so much better? if it never happened.

other than seeing casie and lena and stuff which is always nice, the fucking HIGHLIGHT of my day, was realizing I had an extra 50 cents in my backpack. I counted my change and was like "4 dimes and 2 nickels! whoooo!!!" and that, sadly was the highlight.

and Mary wasn't in gyyymmm!!!! I was looking forward to that all day, thinking it would make my day better and level out the suckiness. but noOooOooOo she wasn't there. that made me sad/crappy. and i started getting pissed in volleyball cause i wasn't hitting it well. i ended up just walking off the court and changing. :-\

and I <3 casie cause she called to check on me :) thanks casie! sorry i didn't wanna talk really...i just odnt know what i'd talk about. and i feel crappy. so i'll tlak to you later on, but thanks very very much for calling :)

fudan @ 2004-03-27T23:56:00

2004-03-28T04:57:37Z

I went to the movies with Casie (and Jeremy) yay! It was fun. Eternal sunshine is a good movie. And Casie is a very cool girl. So, tonight was a very good night.

fudan @ 2004-03-19T23:15:00

2004-03-20T04:17:43Z

since I don't have anything to write about (I write in my Xanga more now :-\)

I ____ Ray.
Ray is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Ray I would _______.
I think Ray should _____.
Ray needs ______.
I want to ____________ Ray.
Someday Ray will _____.
Ray reminds me of _____.
Without Ray _____.
Memories of Ray are _____.
Ray can be _____.
I would describe meeting Ray as _____.
Worst thing about Ray is _____.
Best thing about Ray is _____.
I am _____ with Ray.

fill it out and put it as a comment

fudan @ 2004-03-11T21:40:00

2004-03-12T02:41:00Z

fill this out, then paste it as a comment

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. colour eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

fudan @ 2004-03-10T23:22:00

2004-03-11T04:24:45Z

Sorry, haven't really updated at all.

I'm just feelin kinda blah like casie...kinda lonely. But that's not really anything too new...it still sucks nonetheless. Like today I got to listen to my friend talk all about her boyyyyyyyyfriend (it's not official yet, but it pretty much is, ya know) and I mean I love listening and letting them talk. But after she said a couple things...I took a deep breath...and just had that sinking, super crappy feeling in my chest. :(

Then my mom asked me if I was going to prom. Pfft. I don't know!

fudan @ 2004-03-07T23:25:00

2004-03-08T04:26:53Z

fucken a man!

fudan @ 2004-03-07T18:20:00

2004-03-07T23:21:47Z

"Blood on the ground" by Incubus

I don't want to talk to you anymore
I'm afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue everytime you come around
Cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground
Hand over my heart I swear I've tried everything I could
Within all my power two weeks and one hour
I slaved and now I've got nothing to show
Oh if only you'd grow taller than a brick wall
From now on I'm gonna start holding my breath
When you come around and you flex that fake grin
Cause something inside of me has said more than twice
That breathing less air beats breathing you in

chorus:
I don't want to talk to you anymore
I'm afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue everytime you come around
Cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground

Hand over my mouth I'm earning the right to my silence
In quiet discerning between ego and timing
Good judgement is once again proving to me that it's
Still worth it's weight in gold

So from now on I'm gonna be so much more wary
When you start to speak and my warm blood starts to boil
That seeing you is like pulling teeth
And hearing your voice is like chewing tin foil

chorus:
I don't want to talk to you anymore
I'm afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue everytime you come around
Cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground
High fives to a better judgement
By saying less today, I will gain more
Low twos to you my fickle friend
Who brought the art of silent war

fudan @ 2004-03-04T21:41:00

2004-03-05T02:41:37Z

WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I'm on top of the world right now. Here goes...

Ok, so had a fire dept. drill tonight. We went to the high school, and after talking and doing random things mike says "ok, we'll split into teams and turn this into a competition to see which team can pull a hose up to the third floor". These are 150 foot lengths of hose mind you. We split into teams of 3. Other team went first, and did it in 52 seconds. We said "OK we'll beat that!" and just joking around tommy says "and we'll do it in 51 just to make you feel better" and ironically enough, we did do it in 51.
So now tommy said he wanted to do it again. We were all for it. He started talking shit with the chief just joking around, chief cook comes over and says "it SHOULD be 43 seconds tommy" he said "we'll beat that, we'll do 37" "ok, i wanna see 37" "no screw that we'll do 33!" So we went up, and we did 35. Not what we wanted, but a big improvement. The other team goes, and THEY do it in 33. We got REAL pumped. These first two rounds, we did it with just our fire jackets and gloves on, not the bunker pants and helmets.
Now we say "Fuck that! We'll beat 33, with FULL GEAR ON. We're packin up!" 'packin up' means putting on the air packs. They add quite a bit of weight. We didnt turn the air on, just had em on our backs. So we went, and WE DID IT IN 30 SECONDS! THIRTY!!! Oh my god you shoulda heard us roar. we got to the top and they called out our time we just "HELLYEAHWHOOOOAJNOKMEFOINEOUICNIOUNOJ!NL!!!! WHAT NOW???THIRTY SECONDS WITH PACKS!!!" oh my god man, i'm like floating im so happy. AWESOME way to spend my night. I am feelin GREAT.

and now for a real update...

2004-03-02T22:48:46Z

Today was pretty normal. Nothing too special at all really. It was gorgeous today...it has been nice the past couple days. I went down to the fire house and helped Bill check the mountain rescue gear, it went well and we got done pretty quickly.
If it's this nice out again tomorrow I think I'm just going to have to go for a bike ride. It's awesome being able to ride around in the car with the windows down...and have the windows up in my room so everyone passing can hear me play guitar :-D
So today was pretty good...still feelin that whole girl thing just a bit, but I'm getting over it. FINALLY. It'll always be there but I'm tired of feeling how I have been the past couple weeks.

Paintball should be good this weekend!!!

Damn man I miss my brother...

fudan @ 2004-03-02T17:35:00

2004-03-02T22:37:11Z

I don't have much to say. I made a very angry post the other day and you all wish you could read it but you can't and mwahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

chaggidy boo-ahhh

fudan @ 2004-02-27T21:54:00

2004-02-28T03:00:54Z

ok i give up on trying to update. just forget about it :)

:-\

fudan @ 2004-02-24T17:39:00

2004-02-24T22:41:08Z

Ok guys, last night my dad deleted AOL. Which is ok, because we've been using MSN for a while now and it was stupid to have AOL too, BUT, it deleted our screenames on AIM too for some reason. So, you guys should help me think of a new SN. what do ya think? I have a temporary one now but it's stupid. THINK! :)

fudan @ 2004-02-23T17:01:00

2004-02-23T22:01:51Z

stolen from miss cassandra

Heart of Crystal

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fudan @ 2004-02-23T15:18:00

2004-02-23T20:18:59Z

I think 90% of my troubles come from trying to be a nice guy to people, deal with them, and help them out.